so new year is going great, just thought id let all 5 of you who read my journal know! lol, i should really write in here more...lol

so lillah did some "audition" modeling couple weeks ago, and if they like her she will be able to do some photos for magazines and the like...
here are some of her photos

http://s297.photobucket.com/albums/mm239/mrsbigsexy/?action=view¤t=DSCF1195.flv
its kind of dark, but you get the idea.
now that she is walking, she likes to clean up the house, she goes and picks up everything and puts it away...


this is how we like to walk, in a diaper and her nikes...she LOVES to wear sneakers, i dont get it, most babies hate shoes and she flips out if you dont put them on her RIGHT WHEN SHE WAKES UP

lillahs walking =D

the longer that we are apart the more i want him so bad, id do anything right now to have mad sex with him.

my baby girl is getting so big.
we brought her to her one year appt the other day...

she is 23 and a quarter pounds
31 and a half inches tall
and her head is 45 and a half.
she is very well advanced for her age other than walking.
she started taking steps just the other day, and she is so proud of herself.

life is misrable.
i want my family back.

How old is your baby(s)? 1 year 1 week tomorrow
What new things has baby been doing? she walks with assistance! she can give kisses and hugs. high fives and "pretty eyes". she dances to any kind of music, haha. and she is now pretty good at eating with a spoon/fork. she says "no" its so funny, becuase she will point to what she is not sopose to have/touch and shake her head no and then touch it! and if you take away something or touch her when she doenst want you to say yells out "HEYYY" and she sounds like the fonz. and she has 5 teeth, two bottom middle, two top middle and her left incisor(sp?)
How are they eating / sleeping? she eats alot. more than i do sometimes i think. she is fully on whole milk now since about feb. and also has been drinking out of a hard spout cup for about a month (was on soft spouts till she started chewing through them.) sleeping is hit and miss latly, becuase of the switching from house to house.
Any Dr. appointments since your last update and how did they go? Any Dr. appointments coming up?nope
How are you feeling?she has her 1 year on the 19th
Anything big happening in your personal life (moving, work related, family, etc)? me and lillahs father split up, im hoping for just now. we have alot of issues to work through. and becuae of this i living with my mother atm. and we split up the time that we have lillah. we each have her for three days right now its the best thing to do.
Any questions you want to ask?
Any pictures from this week?of course....

( some from her bday, and her professional pics )

ok so im going to do this early because i know i wont have time to do it on her birthday!!

Lillah is going to be one on the 28th, next tuesday! this year went by so fast!

she was born on april 28th at 8:32 pm
8 pounds 4 ounces 21.5 inches long!

now at a year old, she is 24 pounds and 30 inches long (she has not gotten lengh done since 9 months so this is only a guess!)

she has grown so much, and has learned so much, i love my baby girl!!



newborn!


one month


two months



three months



four months



five months



six months



seven months



eight months



nine months




ten months


eleven months


twelve months

post a picture of;
something you like.
something you hate.
something you love.

like:



hate:
Tatiana del Toro!!!(cant find picture!)
when girls dress like this!!!!

love:

my computer nerds.

spartacus the great!!

im going today to bring my cat to the vet to be put down.
shes been very sick, and her back legs dont work anymore, she is 10.5 years old.
i remember when we got her and brought her home, she was only a pound and a quarter, about the size of a pen. and now she is an old lady, and about 30 pounds!
im going to miss her, ive had her since i was in the 6th grade.





im going to miss you my Princess Fatty.
05-10-1998\12-16-2008

so i finally got my pictures uploaded and she had her 6mo appt today so i thought i would give a little update again...

she is now 17lbs 10ozs(75%) & 27inches long(90%)
she is not on her meds for reflux anymore.
and she eats real table food, and reduses 90% of gerber food.
she is sitting up on her own for long stretches
she is trying her hardest to crawl
she loves to stand assisted and dance to her hearts content


( pictures )

oh yea, and as you can see her bangs were cut, my memere took it upon herself to cut her bangs on her own without our knoledge(sp?) or asking us first, so now they are short and messed up. i cried for hours and kevin was so mad that he had to hold himself from hitting her.